What makes a diagnosis?

I worked at a patient program the other night for my company, and shared information about our two medications. One medicine we make is for Type 2 diabetes, the other can be used in both Type 1 and Type 2s. The presentation that night was about healthy cooking tips, and the audience furiously jotted down notes as nutritionists and chefs prepared tasty and healthy dishes from the stage. During the breaks between presentations, patients came by the vendor tables to learn more about our products. In order to provide the appropriate information to patients, I’d ask if they were a Type 1 or Type 2.

And this is the part where I got truly surprised. I was shocked at 1.) the number of Type 2s who did not know what kind of diabetes they had (all the Type 1s responded quickly and confidently), and 2) How many of the Type 2s said they “weren’t a Type 1 yet because they weren’t on insulin.”

Huh? Last I checked, types of diabetes were defined by their epidemiology, not their medications. Yes, it’s true that all Type 1s have to take insulin because we don’t make it, but that doesn’t define why we’re Type 1s. We’re Type 1s because we have an autoimmune disease that stops our pancreas from making insulin. Period. Type 2 diabetes follows a different pathology altogether. True, Type 2 is a degenerative disease, and many with it will “end up” on insulin because their beta cells eventually putter out completely, it’s still different from the autoimmune attacks of Type 1s. I’ve always felt that the two types need different names, and this misnomer that the disease is defined by what medication you require just reinforces the fact. That said, I understand that some make the case that since the poor outcomes of diabetes of all types can be the same, they really are just “variations” of the same disease. I completely disagree, but I can see how some people go there.

What I can’t understand is how so many patients don’t know what kind of diabetes they have. And I think the blame needs to be shared here across health care providers, the patients, and media/stereotypes/damn Steel Magnolias again. The overwhelming number of diabetes cases in the U.S. (about 95% in fact) are Type 2, which means that if you generally use the term diabetes, you’re likely to referring to a Type 2 case. But this sweeping generalization is where hurtful stereotypes come in to play – for both groups of patients. Type 2s get cornered into thinking that going on insulin means they have “the bad kind” of diabetes, and Type 1s get asked what they did so badly that they had to go on “the needle.” The confusion around the differences is tough on patients, because it perpetuates the untruths abounding about both types of the disease.

And here’s the part where I don’t know what to do about it. Which I suppose is why I’m on this blog complaining about it. It frustrates the heck out of me that there’s not enough education about a disease that 25 MILLION people in the U.S. have for them to understand which Type they have. And it makes me feel defensive about my bum pancreas and super-charged auto-immune capabilities. I did my best to educate folks the other night, but at the end of the day, what we’re doing for diabetes education as a country isn’t enough. And if we’re not careful, we’ll literally sink this nation with the costs of simply not knowing enough.

Just that one thing.

One thing that cracks me up (and sometimes drives me bonkers) about telling people I have diabetes is the people who react with the ONE thing they associate diabetes with. It goes like this. You say: “I have Type 1 diabetes.” And they say:

“Oh so you have to eat lunch at the same time each day?”

“I know all about that! You have to poke your finger!”

“Right, my cousin has it. So you wear that little pager/walkman thingy that checks your numbers?”

“My nana has it. So you must have to go for a walk every day like she does.”

“Alright so a Diet Coke for you then.”

“You have to carry around little sugar packets huh?”

“Ever seen Steel Magnolias?”

“Oh yes, my father has it. So you have to take an injection every day, right?”

 “It’s so good you exercise so it doesn’t get worse.”

I just think it is so funny to hear what the one thing people seem to associate with diabetes is. For whatever reason, from whatever experience they’ve had, it’s always about the pump/finger poke/mealtimes/insert random item here for them. It’s as if there’s nothing else to this disease except that ONE THING that you HAVE to do as a diabetic. Right. It’s just that one thing…plus about a million others, all day, every day. Then you’re in the ballpark of what it takes to really manage this disease. If I don’t laugh at some of these statements, I just get frustrated. So I try to laugh :)

I’m curious to know for any of you readers out there who were diagnosed as an adult – was there one thing you assumed with diabetes? One behavior that you associated with this disease? Leave a comment to let us know what it was!

You again.

If my DexCom and I were listed as “in a relationship” on Facebook, it would definitely be “Complicated.” I love my DexCom dearly. We have a history together, and it’s completely changed my life and my d-management. I truly believe it’s made my A1c better, made me feel safer, helped me be a better athlete, and all around been a positive influence in my d-life.

But just like with other relationships, you can have too much of a good thing. The DexCom’s main job is to provide constant feedback in the form of continuous blood sugars. And while that’s great for accountability, it can also be…a little excessive. I’ve noticed lately that I’m suffering from a bit of constant-surveillance burnout. You can’t hide from the DexCom and it’s steady stream of numbers, but you can most certainly ignore them. Like when my bedside table starts rattling at three in the morning from the “HIGH” vibrate alert of the Dex, it’s been all too easy lately to just hit “ok,” and go right back to sleep. Which is exactly what you’re not supposed to do in that situation. I should get up, test, correct, and then go back to sleep. It’s just that there always seems to be something beeping telling me to test, refill, re-insert, check in on, change the batteries of, interrupt whatever I’m doing be it sleep or a movie or whatever and PAY ATTENTION to diabetes. And for some reason right now, I’m just…over it.

I haven’t lost my diabetes motivation – I absolutely want to take the best care of myself as possible, and I’m committed to micro-managing this disease for lifetime. And I’m also completely amazed and grateful for these devices that help us manage diabetes with such incredible technology. I don’t want to sound ungrateful, because there’s thousands of people out there who deserve a DexCom and can’t get one because of cost or other barriers. It’s just that sometimes, there’s a little too much feedback with all these beeping things. Sometimes I’d rather not know how I’m doing so I can just have some peace. I’m not suffering from diabetes burnout right now, but I am suffering from device burnout. Which means I need to find an opportunity for a device-free weekend soon, so I can take a beeping vacation (not to be confused with a “bleeping” vacation. I’m not that upset).

I love you DexCom, it’s just that you’re always…there.